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 i haven't used this for over 14 years now! not even realising it existed for all this time, it was like a little time capsule to the sort of person i was when i was 12. luckily i took a screenshot before i converted it all to default because it really needed to be preserved. still i couldnt really use it in that state, not like how i want to use it now anyway. ill repost the image if i can for memory's sake (edit: below lol)

i can't believe it! white on white - idk what i was thinking, or maybe it looked different on my monitor back then? not even gonna talk about the way i typed, though maybe in another 14 years ill look back at this and wonder why i typed like this so - could be a circle of life thing

all in all i don't really know how to sum up how my life has been, which is probably a difficult task for most people (can only assume). but there has been some good progress! i think if i had found this a year or so ago, or even six months, i would've violently, urgently purged everything to do with it out of pure embarassment - maybe shame? -  but now my thoughts don't really go in that direction. i think it was a time where i was purely myself and is a valid expression of my personhood, more than i've felt anytime recently anyway 

maybe i can use the idea of this blog to spur myself into learning HTML but that feels like a lethal dose of wishful thinking if you ask me 

anyway this feels a lot more oldschool nowadays, and better than other social media- less short-form and more thinking(!), maybe more practical than physical journals like i've been keeping, no bad handwriting to keep up with & more convenient. however always possibility of the servers getting nuked and deleting everything, but maybe theres a way of keeping backups? i dont know - but feels good to think about right now. i wont commit myself to anything i know i cant keep so ill just write and post anything that comes to mind when i want to. that feels good to me, which is all that matters 

Hi.

Hi there. I'm Will. I, like most people around my age, like playing games. Games on games consoles. We rarely venture outside when we get a new game, using all internet slang like LOL, ROFLMAOOSDFK etc. Pretty ridicolous. I may post some reviews and some debate topics and random things. I'm like that. Good. First post.

SUCCESS!

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